3.11.2005

I was dead but I came back

I don't remember yesterday. I can't post images and I still feel the fever.
I had pain all over my body. I couldn't stand the head hake. I had to go to the toilet all the time. I felt dizzy and weak. My tummy was a revolution. I think I ate one apple the whole day. Fighting, trying to keep the doctor away. I'm recovering. But what should I do? Should I remember my strange dreams? Use the hallucination process in my work? I really can't cope with this sick feeling. I must build up a new body. I should allow myself... Ok there is no need for more words. It's time to admit I need to sleep. I know I did it for the last 39 hours but I should listen to my body... I'll try to come back and post one or two images when I feel better.

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